These people..

As I was saying..
I am going back to Malaysia less than two more weeks.
Gembira campo sedih.
Gembira? Dapat jmpe org2 yg lama rindu kat aku
Sedih? Berpisah dgn Kaklong, Nijaz and USB paling sedih aaaa..

Dulu ms baru2 sampai.. Baru rase 2 bulan tu lamaaa sangat..
Tp, ni.. Bile dah nk balik, rase nak extenddddd je..
But what to do..
Nak tu mmg nak.. But keadaan xmengizinkan..
I guess...

Ummi Abah..

Miss you two! Rindu Ummii.. Rindu nak gelak jerit2 dgn Ummi.. Mesti pak gad ingat kene rasuk ke hape. haha Ummi la ni.. Hehe

Rindu Abah.. Abah suke buat lawak.. Unintentionally. Haha Suke bwk anak-anak ngn bini g Johor. Rindu kami la tu.. Bah, nak durian.. Musang pnyee.. See you in 2 weeks! InshaAllah :* 

Angah, sekarang I dapat rase to have a big brother. (Aku je paham. Hehe)

Mirza, nnt you pulak tinggalkan kamiiii. kesobs

Nuha, ha ye ye blh pnjm selendang kcik :P

Dear brothers and sister, see you in two weeks lagi. *korek hidung dalam dalam*

El-Imarah!

Gosh. Rindu gle kat makcik2 ni..

Plan nye, nk pegi berholiday, one day nnt. InshaAllah!

See you girls in 2 weeks! InshaAllah <3 p="">

Guys.. 

I am missing you already! :'(

May Allah bless you guys and reward you guys happiness..

*mata masuk habuk 

USB..

Thank you so much for spending your time with me.

I am happy and grateful with every second with you

Please miss me when I am not there with you.

Please remember me..

Tak tau la ble lagi leh lepak lama2.

Oiiii Umar.. Paham tak ni..

Nanti Umar dah tua sikit, tggu la habis smue perkataan Bu Chik aja..

Yang baik2 je la Bu Chik aja.. Hehe

Akan ku menangis pnye la ble igt that cheeky face of yours..

>.<

The Katie Holmes' smile

Long, byk mana kite gaduh, you were always there for me.

I know you want the best for me. 

Thanks, long for spending your time with me..

While I am here, serious.. Tak pegi mana2 pn tak pe as long as I am with you three.

I am having fun here

Love you always..

Still ade 2 weeks lg with you.

Semoga Allah mudahkan urusan utk bersama dgn korg..

So sorry xdpt beri yg terbaik! >.<

And more people yg akan ku jmpe balik nanti, InshaAllah.

See you soon!

Bismillah

Sudah sekian lama..
Sudah bertahun lamanye aku tinggalkan blog ku ini. Aduh..
Sungguh..
Aku rase blog ku ini sangat merindui ku..
Aku dapat rasa..

Hehehe

You know what! Dah nak dekat 2 months I am in Perth.

Time flies ha.. 2 more weeks and I am going to see my beloved people in Malaysia!

Yeah, I miss them so much.. But I will miss Kaklong, Nijaz and Umar sangat sangat..

:'(

This was before we were going to Skype with Nuha.

So we used the webcam app and took pictures. 

Nah lagi..

Gonna miss you guys heaps! >.<

Teman

Ya Latif,

temukanlah aku dengan teman

yang sentiasa mengingatiMu

supaya temanku itu sentiasa mengingatkan

diriku untuk mengingatiMu

♥ ♥ ♥

Please guide me, Ya Robbi

yeahh class has started. im excited. im really excited and im into this because im interested in cooking. although i not THAT interested into it, like i always cook all the time. *u get what i mean right?? ngeh3*
im taking 9 courses for Culinary Arts Management for this part 1. *sangat banyak tidak? hmm..*
i have the confidence that i will do fine to go all through this 3 years, InshaAllah.
every thing that we do, even from the smallest thing, we have to face the challenge. kan kan kan?

although we're a genius or already a professional in that particular work, we have to pray and be humble to Allah s.w.t. it's not worth it if we study real hard and we forgot our own and only God that had created us. although we succeed in life, but without praying to God, that is one of His test for us to see that if we're in the right path or not. which means that if we are an obedient servant or not when we already achieve what we want :)
May Allah give His hidayah to all of us muslims inclding to u and me. Ameen.

Ya Allah, give me the strength.

Guide me when im wrong.

Give me the knowledge for me to know every time i learn.

Give me the light to do it perfectly this time.

Please dont let me waste my time.

Dont let me be a lazy bum ever.

Please ease my burden, Ya Fattah.

Ameen.

nak tulis lagi dan lagi.

selama saya tidak meng'update' blog saya yang tercinta ini,

banyak sangat nak cerita sebenarnya.

tetapi saya teramat malas, tak boleh nak kata apa lah.

nak kent*t pun malas. pfftt..

*ok ini hyperbole ok nak cakap betapa malasnya saya. harap maklum*

kalau kamu semua mahu tahu,

sebelum ini, setiap kali saya ada idea nak tulis apa di sini,

saya hanya membayangkan yang saya menulis atau kata orang putihnya, saya men'type' apa yang saya nak bagitahu pada kamu semua di kepala otak saya.

ohh malasnya saya kaaan :'(

tapi, mulai sekarang saya tanam azam baru nak rajinkan diri untuk 'my fan' *ngeh3*

inshaAllah, kalau tidak ada apa-apa halangan mahupun rintangan. :)

yelah, dengan kelas yang tidak lama lagi akan bermula, akan 'busy' lah saya :)

tapi itu lah, 'confirm' lah banyak cerita yang saya mahu kongsi dengan kawan-kawan saya.

jadi saya kene lah rajin-rajin 'post' cerita baru.

apa-apa pun,

di kesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan

TAHNIAH kepada kawan-kawan saya yang berjaya menyambung pelajaran ke menara gading.

Good Job and Well Done, Guys <3

p/s please mind my bahasa yang sangat bughuk.hehe

Jejak Kawan Lama part II

last few days, I jmpe sorg ag my fren!! wow.

siyesly, Allah has answered my prayers to meet u all again. :)

tp ad ag yg xjmpe. it's ok. insha Allah ad la jmpe tepi jln t.

this time, it's ZAHIDAH ZAILANI ADAMS.

take note; name Adams b4 ni xde. sbb ape?? jeng3.. it's her husband's family name!

yeah korg! she's married! tahniah Zahidahhh!!!!

wowww nmpk sgt kite smue dah besar and dah matang an.

kite smue dah lpas umur utk kawen.

tgk Zahidah! hehe.

the first time I met Zahidah was at As-Solihin.

that time she was soooo childish..

[ok i was tooo. skung dah msg2 besar kn?? :)]

haha. i still remember those moment and it's still fresh.

we were in the same class.

and I remember the first time kitorg 'lepak'.

time tu we were waiting for our parents to pick us up from school.

then we waited in the school hall.

u have Adib and I have Mirza that time.

our brothers were friends and we were friends as well.

i miss the days we sleepover at Aniz's.

kite pegi taman kt ngan umah kite tuuu..

and byk lg...

how I miss those days :(

________________

Zahidah, ur like all grown up! Im happy for u!

(Aniz Alana, 2010) :DD

and Im happy for u too!!sgt2!

and really happy that ur happy now, dgn dh jd sumone's wife :)

TAHNIAH <3

Hope u have a wonderful and happy family.

*mcm dlm gamba ni :)*

May GOD bless you <3

p/s; byk lagi kte xtau pasal awak :(

hope we have the time to hang out lagi.

Insha Allah..

>.<

*stunned*

Kisah berlaku waktu satu rombongan guru pelatih membuat rombongan ke tempat bersejarah. Bila sampai ke tempat yang dituju para guru pelatih mendapati tempat tersebut merupakan satu yang tidak pernah dikunjung oleh sesiapa…lengang, sepi!

Maka guru pelatih mula turun untuk melihat kesan sejarah yang ada di tempat tersebut. Pada permulaan, mereka berkumpul bersama melihat kesan sejarah yang ada. Lebih kurang sejam selepas itu mereka berpecah menuju ke tempat sejarah yang mereka sukai.
Nak jadi cerita, seorang guru pelatih perempuan yang begitu tekun mencatit dan mengarang maklumat yang ada pada kesan sejarah tersebut telah tertinggal tanpa disedari.
Yang trainer pulak ingat semua cikgu-cikgu dah ada dalam bas, so mereka bertolak untuk balik.
Cikgu pelatih yang tertinggal tu mula gabra…menjerit sekuat hati, cemas dan cuba memanggil kawan-kawan dia dan pelatih yang lain. Tapi hampa.

So dia tekad berjalan nak keluar dari tempat berkenaan menuju ke kampung berdekatan. Sejam berjalan tetapi masih tidak menjumpai sesiapa.

Tiba-tiba dia ternampak satu pondok kecik berdekatan dengan tempat tu. so dia pegi ketuk pintu. Keluar seorang pemuda anggaran umur linkungan lewat 20an dan bertanya”siapa kamu?” Jawablah cikgu tadi yang dia tertinggal bas rombongan, dan tak tahu bagaimana nak pulang.

Berkatalah lelaki tadi bahawa tempat yang ingin ditujunya berletak di selatan dan tempat mereka berada di utara, dan tempat tu memang tak didiami sesiapa. Maka menangislah cikgu tadi bagai orang hilang akal…

Disebabkan kesian, lelaki tu menyuruh cikgu tadi bermalam dipondok dia je sementara tunggu subuh untuk di hantar pulang.

Cikgu tu disuruh tidur atas katil lelaki tersebut manakala lelaki itu tidur atas lantai berhamparkan kain je dan ambil sehelai kain lain digantung sebagai pengadang tempat tidur antara dia dan cikgu tu.

Lelaki tadi duduk dipenjuru pondok dan membaca buku. Yang cikgu tu tutup seluruh badan dia ngan kain gebar menahan menangis dek takut dan tak henti matanya mengawasi lelaki misteri tu.

Tiba-tiba lelaki tu tutup buku dan pergi kat lilin yang menyala dan membakar jarinya satu persatu.

Cikgu tadi apalagi, bertambah kecut perut takut kerana berfikir bahawa lelaki tersebut mengamalkan ilmu songsang.. mengeletar giler maut… Maka kedua-duanya tidak tidur sehingga pagi…
Bila menjelang pagi lelaki tersebut menghantar cikgu tadi ketempat asalnya.

Bila dah sampai rumah, cikgu tadi pun menceritakan apa yang terjadi kat mak bapak dia. Bapak cikgu tu dengan seribu satu persoalan mengesyaki sesuatu berlaku, sebab tengok anak dia nampak sakit, pucat lesi dan takut amatlah sangat.
Si bapa pun pergi ke tempat yang dimaksudkan anaknya tu. Menyamar sebagai pemburu yang tersesat dan bertanya tempat tuju. Dalam hati si bapa tadi hairan tengok jari jari tangan lelaki tadi berbalut dan bertanya kenapa…

So lelaki tu pun cerita bahawa dua malam lepas datang seorang perempuan cantik elok paras rupa untuk tumpang bermalam dipondok beliau. Dan sudah tentu pada ketika itu syaitan iblis sudah berada bersama mereka. Disebabkan takut terjadinya perkara yang tidak diingini berlaku, beliau membakar jarinya satu persatu supaya dapat menghindarkan diri dari berfikir memperkosa perempuan tersebut.

Mendengar penerangan lelaki tersebut si bapa mempelawa lelaki berbalut jari itu datang kerumahnya dan berhajat mengahwinkan anaknya kepada lelaki tersebut.., tanpa pengetahuan lelaki tu yang bahawasanya perempuan yang akan dikahwininya adalah perempuan yang menumpang tidur di katil nya 2 malam yang sudah…

Good Luck, Lil Brother!

*wow. besar gambar ini. [haha]*

oh. kenal kan. MR HANDSOME aka

Ahmad Mirza :)

take note: focus at the red font, that's him :)

Minggu lpas Ummi gtaw I yg my one and only lil Bro dpt tawaran msk MRSM Alor Gajah, Melaka.then, I was like.. AWESOMEEE!! pehh. hebat ahh. I respect YOU lah dude..! siyesly la kan, I always happy and grateful that my family berjaya ngn cemerlang, gemilang & terbilang. [kuang3] walaupun I ni xbpe nk hebat dlm academic, but my family is. sgt2 bertuah lahh akuu. and and,
You guys are my inspiration. I dun need to make outsiders as my inspiration, ad korg pon dh cukup!

I rase bersyukur GILA and relieved at the same time for him. yelah, he's like forever trying to nk msk MRSM/SBPI. tym nk msk form 1 dlu pn ad gak try minx. tp xde rezki. so he just stayed at his old school, Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Seksyen 7, Shah Alam smpi la form 3.Years after years struggling, he got excellent grades for his PMR. so this is the opportunity for him to enter these kind of excellent schools. Although Kaklong and I think that he doesn't need to pindah because sekolah seksyen 7 tu dh cukup hebat ohh :) tapi.. disebabkan kwn2 nye dan HER dh pndah skolah, dy pon nk pndah la. kn kn kn, Mirza?? haha. no no. jgn marah I... [IT WAS A JOKE. ni I takut nk lek umah this Chinese New Year niiii] haha :) No lah. he wants to gain more, more, more and MORE knowledge so dy dpt CAPAI dan GAPAI cita-cita yg dy impikan. I will always pray for YOU.. Ummi too. Abah too. Kaklong and Nijaz too. Angah too. uw uww. and and Nuha tooooo. and mybe.. even her?? :)

anyways,

CONGRATS MIRZA!

IM VERY VERY BERRY HAPPY FOR YA!

do the best in your tests, exams, activities etc.

I THINK Im gonna miss u la nyott.

I know every time I come home, your life is miserable.

RIGHT? haha. do this do that. Im sosorryy.. Mianhe :(

AHHH. dah lahh. cte sal ni. meleleh 'air liur' kangg. :(

I sentiase doakan kejayaan keluarga kite.

Ingat, Allah sentiasa ngn kite, Mirza.

whatever You do, don't easily give up.

Cheer up and don't look back.

because, after hardship will always come ease. [Dawud Wharnsby Ali]

Hope u succeed in your life,

Ahmad Mirza Muhammad Rushdan.

ilysm:)

His help

If Allah helps you, none can overcome you:
If He forsakes you, who is there, after that, that can help you?
in Allah, then, Let believers put their trust.
[Ali Imran:160]

Masha Allah. All praise to Allah

Abah. Please get well soon k?

Abah..
get well soon please.
although Im not ur favourite daughter.
although Im not always by ur side.
but I just cant bear seeing you like that.
I know you'll be alright.
but I want you to be ok NOW... :(
o God. strengthen my heart with ur tests.
bless Abah each and everyday, o Mighty.

Hooo.. Indahnyaa..

Permaisuri Hatiku

Di antara kekasih pilihan dihati
Punyai budi penghias diri
Wajahnya lembut biasan perkerti yang tinggi
Indahnya perhiasan dunia

Diantara diriku jua dirimu
Hanya mengharapkan cinta yang Satu
Ku binakan mahligai impianmu
Oh sayang ikhlaskanlah hatimu

Malumu bernilai
Katamu berhikmah
Hatimu tulus suci dan murni
Hanya diri yang halal
Engkau serahkan segala
Untuk mencari redha Ilahi

Benarlah cinta buta melalaikan
Tanpa memikirkan batas syariatnya
Semuanya itu hanya ujian di dunia
Ia adalah mahar untuk kita ke syurga

Oh Kau Permaisuri di hatiku
Di dunia ini engkau penghibur
Menjunjung kasih amanah Ilahi
Ku pasti akan terus menyayangi
Terima kasih ucapan ku beri
Kau hadiahkan ku cahaya hati
Ku pimpin tanganmu oh kasih meniti hari
Semoga kita dapat bersama
Sampai kepadaNya di syurga sana

Tuhan kekalkanlah
Permaisuri hatiku
Untuk menemani dalam mengapai cintaMu
________

*wow. gile best + cool if there's a person that dedicates this lovely
song to me. the lyrics are too deep and meaningful. MASHA ALLAH*
________

To sum things up..

I dont put this lyrics in this post just for fun. but to remind myself why we are living on this wonderful earth. To obey and worship Him, the only God. although we're with our partner, we dont easily forget The Almighty just like because we have our special someone.

Everybody wants something in their life. That something is a partner, a soul mate, a person that is destined to be with you. Even I want one. [haha. bkn miang ok. = to a very specific person] Everbody needs a soul mate to ease their burden so that they can help each other. To calm their partner so that they wont do any ridiculous action. To be happy of what they had achieved. To give their shoulders so that their partner can wept all day. And even to be there for their partner whether they are sad or happy. Ape yg ingin saya smpaikan d cni is that the partner is our husband/wife yg halal. I as a muslimah always and wanted to be a good wife to my future husband. As what we can see now, young teenagers and even couples that arent married yet do such sinful doings. Im not perfect too but I will make sure that I wont do such things. Nauzbillah.

Indeed, like what in the Holy Quran had stated that a good person is for a good person and a bad person is for a bad person. As I live my life everyday, I always wanted to change, desperately, in each and every way. To change from bad to good and good to a better person. That's my resolution this year, Insha Allah. Not for myself but for the people around me. And for my future husband. Nobody wants a criminal or a bad person as their partner. So that's why I want to change to a better person so that I will, Insha Allah marry a guy that is full with Iman and Taqwa besides his looks :)

Tuhan kekalkanlah
Permaisuri hati ku
Untuk menemani dalam mengapai cinta-Mu

whenever it comes..

RINDU RINDU RINDU..
MISS MISS MISS YOU..

Ummi Abah..
Hope both of you are doing fine there :)